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My Theory About The Afterlife & Our Souls


One of the most discussed questions of all time is ” What happens when we die. Do we go to heaven or just stop existing

And this is what i personally believe to be true. My truth may not be yours, but please do respect it. I am always open to change my thoughts, if i agree with the argument in a rational way.  This article is in no way mean to demean any type of religious and cultural beliefs. I have great respect for the beliefs of others.

First off, lets take a look into a few scientific facts, that i use to rationalize my way of thinking about the afterlife.

1) The law of conservation of energy states : Energy can be neither created nor destroyed, but can change form, for instance chemical energy can be converted to kinetic energy in the explosion of a stick of dynamite.

2) The Construct Of The Brain: The brain constructs what our world looks/feels/smells/sounds and tastes like. Dreaming is a form of seeing and experiencing the world while our eyes are shut. It’s a construct of what the world is without following all the rules of the physical world.

3) Memories & The Soul : Memories are made by the flaring of neurons in the brain to record “clips” of memories, events, information and other concepts of speech, and thought. simply put out brain & body works on electricity ( Energy ). Every single interaction, thought, and concept that we live in our lives are memories forming the person that we are. Memories are who we are, they are what i believe are what we call our souls. 

Death is a very powerful thing, it can be harsh and brutal, or beautiful and meaningful to others. But what happens when we die. Do we go to a place that we call heaven, or a place we call hell. do we become angels or ghost. do we reincarnate of simply decay away in the ground. No one can truly prove the existence of the afterlife, But they can’t prove the absence of it either. Religions each have the specifics of what goes on after we die. But I’m not a religious type of person. I am spiritual by all means, but i do not put my faith in one thing more than the other. I believe in science, and spirituality.

Lets take into consideration the scientific facts i mentioned:

#3 Our memories, events, and life experience are what make our souls. The soul is Energy.

#2 The world as we see it, is a construct of the brain. The brain and body work by energy.

What im saying is that we are beings of energy, our self-awareness and sense of self are produced by the energy, and construct of the mind which in turn form our souls. And this is where #1 comes into play.

#1 Energy can be neither created nor destroyed, energy can only be converted.

Following my reasoning. We are made of energy. Our souls are made up of our memories, which are energy. If energy cannot be destroyed, and only converted. This means that when we die, our energy(soul) is not destroyed but converted into a different type of energy. Which means that we never truly die, we pass onto a different type of existence which i call the afterlife.



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My Philosophy To A Good Life In 3 Steps

Dear readers,

I thought i would post something that means quite allot to me. My own personal philosophy to life, and growth.

1) A Quote that i truly admire, which i picked up from my french teacher and author Laurent Fadanni. ” Il reste toujour un peut de parfum a la main qui donne des rose.” Which means; There is always a hint of perfume left behind by the person who gives roses to others. This quote is about Karma, It means the good that you do onto others out of joy and a sheer random act of kindness will always stay with you. The good you put out into the world will come back to you. Send out positive vibrations into the world, and the world with respond positively. Give out negative vibrations, and the world will respond with negativity.

2) You need to let go of anger, revenge, grudges. During your entire life people will be mean, heartless, cruel and careless towards you. If you hang on to those emotions of anger towards that person, they win. Theirs no point to keep feeling those emotions. They bring you down, make you sad, depressed, and focus all your time and energy to hating these people. when you could be devoting it to love, kindness, and having fun with this short life we have. Here is an example. ( A bully comes up to me. Calls me a fagot, whore, slut and circulates rumors around the work place about me that just makes me blow a fuse.)  Then this Bully quits for no reason, and yet i still sitting on these emotions of hate, and anger towards this person who did this terrible thing to me. For all i know the bully could have quit, moved on with his life, forgot about what he said, and kept being happy. but here i am thinking about this bully, and devoting time thinking of arguments, and payback, when this person has moved on already. If you give into this then that bully won, because he is happy where ever he his, he’s moving on with his life and not looking back. He has a hold on you, without even being near you,  and your still there, unhappy, and stuck with the scenario going round and round in your head. When you could have spent your precious time having a good time, enjoying life, and looking in the positive side of things.

So letting go, is the most powerful thing you can do. It means you’re not letting that bully control you anymore, you’re taking control of your emotions, and deciding that letting go to be happy is better than sulking in the grudge.

3) An Open And Educated Mind, Is A Sane Mind. Be open to change, and acceptance. This world is a world that is in constant change. You cannot close your mind off to things that you do not understand or fear. Keep an open mind to new things, people, and ways of life. The moment you close yourself off from change, you become stagnant in life. Stuck and un able to move with the flow of everything. Life is about growth, and change, love and kindness. Acceptance, and evolving. Educate yourself, in this day and age, you have access to all the information around the world. Why keep a simple mind, when you could have a great and powerful mind that is able to think and grown for itself. Do not allow parents, teachers, superiors or governments dictate what is right and what is wrong. Think for your self, and only for yourself, find the good and the bad on your own, know the facts, make decisions based on clear reason, and try to view every perspective before you decide.


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May-December Relationships, Good or Bad?

Are they good, are they healthy, are they acceptable? these are some of the questions I have been asking myself for a little while now.

The answer varies from article to article online, but in my eyes there is no simple answer these question. It’s a mix based on personal preference and experience. May being the younger partner and December being the older partner in the relationship. To be clear I am talking in a drastic difference in age difference ( 20 to 50 years). And so what would the answer be to me, lets find out!

Lets start off with all the Con’s. ✕ 

Perhaps the December partner wants you for your looks, your youth, your sexual energy. Perhaps he or she wants to recreate a relationship with you that is unhealthy ( incest or other type of older/younger relationship). Yes these are things that could happen, there are some people out there that have issues and think that they can solve it this way. Perhaps the May partner in the relationship is looking for s mother or father figure, a way to be financially stable, money, wealth, a house to live in, and even just to piss off their parents. horrible isnt it ? But there are wonderful aspect to it as well.

How about the Pro’s. ✓

From the side of the May partner. Their better half is matured, well off, does not want to play mind games or have time to do so. They know what they want and are clear about it. They are stable in their life. And from the December’s side they can feel more connected to the changing world around them, learn new things from their younger counterpart. perhaps take advantage of a strong sexual drive or labito ( not like that’s a bad thing, as long as both like it). So you see there are many good things that can come of it and probably many more that i did not list.

After all its just a question of love. Love transcends age, gender, race, hight and size. There are three simple question to ask your self if you are ready for that type of relationships.

1) Are you willing to relocate?

Most of the time it involves moving far away from your friends, and your family and sometimes you may even have to give them up. Not all people think kindly of and older man or women and a younger man or women together.

2) Accept The Baggage?

You will have to deal with your family knowing, can they accept. For the may part, Perhaps the December partner has a had wife or husband, a few kids. Are you ready to deal with children, a wife or husband that does not approve of you?

3) Do you really Love them, do they really Love you?

You need to be sure of this, you need to know that in your heart one of you will pass away sooner, perhaps even leave behind some debt. Are you ready for a full commitment, the drama, and discrimination ? If you have answered yes to all of the questions, then only you can make that decision, do not let pressure or influence from others change the way you choose.

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Obsessions, are they unhealthy?

Are obsessions really that unhealthy?

I have been told time and time again that I have some unhealthy obsessions. My main passions are  Lady Gaga and Vampires, they both have a great influences in my every day life. it’s almost impossible for a day to go by without a piece of me being affected by something like art, a gesture of some sort, or some music.

Lady gaga brings out something in me that wasn’t there before. Ever since ive listened to her voice and seen her performance art  I have learned to be my self, to show every part of my soul and that’s why i got my “Little Monster” tattoo, to remind me every day that I need to show a different part of me.

What obsessions do you guys have that has affected you life in a positive way?

P.S That is not my room.


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Really Woman, god Is Killing Birds Because Of DADT ?

Why is this women allowed to roam the streets. She clearly has something going on in her head that’s not quite right! This woman is saying that repelling DADT has made “god” angry and is now punishing you by killing birds and fishes.

1)  seriously, Women you need some help, seek it!

2) Nation and god don’t go together. The law is not bound by the narrow-minded view of the twisted way you see the bible, which was written what, like 200 years after jesus christ?

3) If you are so kin on following what the bible has to say about the LGBT community in the way that you do. Then you Must have to follow all the other rules that the bible contains. Example: A, Women should have their head covered. B. “a man shall now lie with another man” The book that comes from is against round haircuts. Lady your hair is round. C, Your wearing way more than one garment of mixed fabrics. D, Women will not speak over a man, she will not teach and will be taught to submit.

4) you are not following the other rules, has god punished you for this ? i don’t think so.

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The Most Beautiful Dream. Perhaps it was Eden

The Dream starts off as me going down a forest. The trees had all sorts of fruits and berries on them. I picked a grape off a vine and eat it.

Then i saw an opening in the forest. I ran towards it. It was the most beautiful thing ive ever seen, there are no words to describe it. Flowers and plants ive never seen, a warm breeze,  it was bright and sunny!

There was this field of long golden wheat/rye type of plants, they where moving in a circle. I picked a small one, then i picked a bigger one. all of a sudden It screamed, and these people or strange creatures posing as people chased me. they where mad at me.

I then ran, and ended up in a strange place. there was a giant shelf with thousands of little boxes on it. I saw a little red weaved one, and toke it. it was really beautiful looking. I opened it ( Something might have popped out) and suddenly these people/creatures where back. I then threw the box at them, Then i woke up.

It was truly the most magnificent thing ive witnessed. The dream was so clear and crisp. I think i might have seen Eden… It was like i was home.

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Platonic love, Asexuality, Androgyny, Spirituality Is It So Bad ?

Over the years I have come out as a gay man; to my friends, my family, and my teachers. I’ve come to terms with it, and see it as a blessing. But I cant help but notice how gay men can pass themselves around so much, and how its become a stereotype…

I myself am not a sexual person, I don’t seek sex or anything in that nature. I would much rather find my soul sister and spend the rest of my life with him, than spend a one night stand with a random trick. Like any other teen I used to make so many sexual jokes, and remarks, laugh with friends about it; act like I wanted to take part in the act, when really I wasn’t interested in it. I don’t see what the big fuss is about, I mean so much preparation and effort for just a simple animal act. I toled my friend once that i wanted to be married, and wait until i have sex. She thought i was crazy.

I believe that we are made in pairs, and that we are damned to this earth to learn from out mistakes, to find our soul sister, so that when we die we may pass onto another stage of life. We transcend into another world made of energy. After all we are energy, and energy can never be stopped or killed, only replaced into the cycle. I do not believe in Religion that is written by man. If it has been written by man then it is flawed! ” Life is just a right of passage, Death is just the beginning. Jean-Phylipe Theriault” ( These are just my views on life, Mine and not yours. please do not enforce your religion onto others. Yes, You have an opinion, it is yours to share but there is a limit, please keep an open mind)

On that note, i would have hoped that humanity would have evolved to become Androgynous. I belive Lady GaGa will open the doors to that new age. We will learn to love, to turn the cheek so that we may pass on.

I am Platonic, I am Asexual, A am Gay; I am a Mother, A Father, A Brother, A Sister, and most of all i am A Little Monster!


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